I'm about to leave for school but I thought I'd update.
I'm hungry. Ny stomach hurts so bad.
I fucking love it though. I feel like it's just my body eating away the fat.
I was forced to go out to dinner last night and I basically had an emotional breakdown last night.
I havn't adjusted to making myself puke but I wanted all of the food I ate out of me. I felt discusting.
I just wont eat at all today though.
I gained weight. I'm now 169.
I'm a disappointment.
Cya.
Don't worry , you can get through it! Its always the hardest at first, you'll get used to it (:
ReplyDeleteDon't throw up your food though , its really bad for you , and it ends up adding weight!
are u still bloging? dont give up, we can all do this together :).
ReplyDeletekeep it up!! u can do it.